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TEARING A HOLE IN THE ROOF
It must have been quite
a sight. Must have caused quite a stir amongst those inside the house. “What
the hell is going on?”
They
were tearing a hole in the roof! That’s what was going on.
Not a normal sort of thing to do to what (one would assume) was a
perfectly good roof. But the place was slammed with people. Couldn’t
get close to the door, much less inside it, to where Jesus was. And they wanted, needed, to get close
to Jesus. Needed to be in his presence.
So
they tore a hole in the roof. And they lowered this paralyzed guy
down through it. Probably slung ropes under the mat he was lying
on, then slowly and evenly played out the rope so they didn’t
dump the guy off the mat onto the heads of the crowd below. The people
below gradually giving way to make room, because this guy was coming
down on a mat. Coming in through a hole in the roof. Tough to ignore
something like that. Must have been quite a sight.
And
Jesus, when he saw their faith—the faith of the people who
made the hole and lowered the guy down, and the faith of the paralyzed
guy—when Jesus saw their faith he said to the paralyzed guy: “Son,
your sins are forgiven.”
We’re
told how some of the scribes who were present reacted to Jesus’ audacity—taking
authority to do something God alone could do. Forgive sins! What’s
with this?
But
what about the paralyzed guy, lowered down through the hole in the
roof, lying there on his mat—I wonder what he was
thinking. “Son, your sins are forgiven.”
He may have
thought, “What? Well thanks for that, Jesus. But that’s
not exactly what I had in mind. Not the reason my buddies tore a
hole in the roof, lowered me down. Take a look, Jesus—I mean,
I’m layin’ here paralyzed.” He may have thought that. Lying on his mat, in
his place, that’s probably what I would
have been thinking.
Most
every Sunday in this place a hole is torn in the roof, figuratively
speaking, and we enter into the presence of God, and shortly after
having been lowered down through the hole in the roof we hear the
words spoken to us. “I...declare to you the entire forgiveness
of all your sins....”
That is the place in this place where we begin most every Sunday.
And though we can certainly walk into this space without being lowered through a hole in
the roof—please don’t cut a hole in the roof; and though
I can think of only one or two occasions when there were so many
people in this space that others couldn’t get in—nevertheless,
if it’s entering into God’s presence that we’re talking about, and it is—not just getting into a space (remember
the reason for tearing a hole in the roof was to get the paralyzed
guy close to
Jesus, into Jesus’ presence)—then
it is forgiveness of sins which makes our entering into that presence
possible.
Thinking
theologically, the forgiveness of sins is the hole in the roof that
brings us into the presence of God by restoring our broken relationship
with God through the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ.
We
are relational creatures. We are created to be in relationship—with
God, with one another, with creation. But as we are all too aware
those relationships are all too often, all too easily, damaged or
broken.
And
what damages and breaks them is sin in its many manifestations. Selfishness,
undue pride, greed, mean-spiritedness, covetousness, idolatry—you
don’t need me to make a list for you. This is the stuff of
which broken and painful relationships are made, and we’ve
all had our share of experience in being on both the giving and the
receiving end of those.
There’s
only one thing that can heal broken and damaged relationships. Forgiveness.
Vengeance, getting even, doesn’t do it—that creates still
more brokenness. Ignoring the brokenness—pretending it’s
not there—doesn’t get rid of it; just perpetuates it.
Complaining to others about it doesn’t get rid of it, that
just spreads it around to others.
Forgiveness.
Life begins again when relationships are restored. When brokenness
if vanquished. So that is
where we begin when we gather in this place. We begin with restoring
our broken relationship with God, which opens the door for restoring
our broken relationships with others.
Unfortunately,
because we hear that word of forgiveness most every Sunday, it has
the potential of becoming commonplace, perhaps overly familiar, perhaps
even a bit automatic and perfunctory. We should not allow that to
happen. That which we do at the beginning deserves our attention.
For
it is a roof opening experience. Our broken relationship with God
crowds us away from God’s presence. But in Christ God tears
a hole in the roof and lets us in. And God says, “Daughter/Son,
your sins are forgiven.” And through the pastor God says, “I...declare
to you the entire forgiveness of all your sins....”
Whatever
we bring to this place, we begin with that roof opening experience.
And then, in the presence of God through Christ, the broken relationship
with God restored—then we can go to work on the other things
that ail us and paralyze us, and let Jesus go to work on them too.
Our aches and pains, our burdens and our sorrows, our trials and
our fears, and more.
St.
Albert the Great is the Catholic Church in my neighborhood. Along
with other things, the signboard out front gives the times for the “sacrament
of reconciliation.” That’s what the Catholic Church used to call “confession.”
It’s
the same sacrament of penance that is celebrated. But the change
in name is significant. For be it called the “Sacrament of
Reconciliation” in the Catholic Church, or be it called the “Brief
Order for Confession and Forgiveness”
in the Lutheran Church, or something else in some other church—it
is a “hole in the roof” experience.
It
is God, through the community of the church, going out of God’s
way for you and me, sinners all, to make reconciliation possible.
It is God in Christ tearing a hole in the roof and dropping us through
whatever God-stuff, or personal stuff, or other people stuff, or
any kind of stuff has separated us from God and from one another—and
putting us into God’s presence and making reconciliation and
new life possible.
And when that has happened, then whether we’re carrying someone
else on a mat, or whether we’re the paralyzed one on the mat,
or whether we’re the one who carries the mat away because we’ve
been healed—whichever it is we know that we are reconciled with
God and restored to and supported by one another.
A
hole in the roof among friends, and between God and us, is everything.
Relationships are restored. And life begins again. AMEN.
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